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Suzanna Wong

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Tuesday, March 28, 2006
+.+ +_+ +.+

Todae wakie up ler, went to cook the fishy soup cause meeting dearie.. Took cab down then i got lost again.. LOL.. Dono isit true that the fishy soupy was nice nor, maybe not nice he mian qiang still drink it.. =\ sorri if its reali not nice.. Then after awhile went to meet Owniee they all as usual then went to HQ already like 4plus liao.. I fell aslp on FF de shoulder cause i guess too tired ler ba >.<~ still got dream some more his inside.. Then after that went to egames then go to the usual food court, dearie as usual fishy soup bu sian.. Sian after about finish drinking my drink i saw a housefly inisde.. wtf!!!!! er xin.. reminds mi of moi friend in secondary school drink de Grapes got red ants inside, its those big fat juicy wanne then its alot!!! lol.. its not suay ba always the drink also have de.. Luckily didn't went to eat the er xin prata if not GG stomach.. Went backie to egmaes to play... Realise that my sniper getting more and more sux.. OMG!! sian!!! it realisuxxxxxxxxx............ haiz... Still at egames still after that also go home ler, dono tml need go school anot.. Thats all ba~ Boring Life, Boring Game, Boring!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Love euu lots wen~

With ♥ From Suzanna [9:08 PM]




+.+ Fun +.+

Backie to blog again.. That pass few daes was too tired and unhappi thingy happen ba juz didn't wish to blog it down and be remembered.. The unhappi thingy was the worst ba that happen to me with wen =\ dun wanne talk abt it anyway...

Todae woke up at 10plus still tired cause of ytd de medicine, mum took leave to pei wo go school cause moi teacher called my mum and told her to make sure i go cause its reali important -.-" Went out of the house at 12plus nearly to 1 liao ler when im suppose to reach school at 1pm.. rofl.. late late is mi.. =x Last min read up moi notes cause i didn't study cause study ler also kinda no point, wad to do i didn't go school too long le ba i guess abt 1month.. lolz.. Reach 145 in school went to the staff room to look for moi teacher and he told me the exam starts at 230pm.. sian.. Went to a room with my classmates who are already inside, was still chattin with wen wen cause no mp3.. then after he hang a few classmates pass me notes ask me muz study this and that, was greatful that they are so nice to me still.. ^^ saw Jason also like that.. No more hard feelings no more hate ba, hating someone is tiring and i have already put down everything in the past ler so i hpe some dae u will too ba.. The exam started at 3 i was like wth i meeting wen at 330.. lolz.. can't inform him ler hp not allowed to use and its not with me.. Wei Zhi finish so fast 5 mins.. I dun understand alot too so in the end i copy ba, even those who study already find it hard cause Jaime told me that each campus set a paper and choose which campus de.. Too bad our's wasn't choosen so everyone had a hard time, even teacher gif us ANS.. rofl.. Finish at 330 like that, went off at the toilet ler they said Jack got the highest around 70plus.. Wen called and told me he wont be able to fetch me from school cause he's still at kembagan.. was kinda sad.. Always like moi bf to fetch me after school.. After that went dg meet wen, then went to ps to buy moi make up stuff then the shop mei you -.- wth.. sian~ Went to meet up the rest at Hq and saw clement playing with sherica they all, vs-ing owniee they all... they win last min Alt QQ cause 1 more min its like another 1.20.. lol so cute.. Went to eat prata, sux prata i have ever eaten didn't know why they say nice.. Till now my stomach dun feel good er xin prata.. nxt time die die also bu yao go there eat.. At first wanne pay the money the indians keep dun wanne come and collect in the end owniee, jy and me walk off first and wen the wanne whu will pay or shld i say in the end he zhao.. rofl.. we bo pay.. lolz.. wen ar experience.. lol.. its fun ba once in awhile do such things, never done it b4 maybe somedae ba~ im learning to be baddie.. lolz.. Went to the new cathy nearby at the dg to buy tickets.. Cool cinema~ love that cinema alot... Jy wanne watchie cry wolf but mei you in the end we watch half light.. Then brought ler went backie to egmaes and slack until abt time.. Finally ice and tammy came and during the show wen was kinda scared.. lolz.. been spotted but i was kinda too.. lolz... Not bad ba the show cause got him pei wo watchie but in the end its not reali some kinda horror movie or wad.. After that went to egames awhile then went home ler, after way thru wen said he got matchie important de cannot send me home.. sad nor~ but wad to do this matchie is impt.. The matchie at 1115 then in the end he reach home and rush to bath they sae no more matchie cause the opp 1 of them slp ler.. Wth.. good ba at least he wont have to travel back himself 1 hr without mp3.. Till now haven slp ba cause tml no sch but wed still have... sorri wen was suppose to go ur house de but mummy dun allow me.. fridae got exam.. was still worried abt my dad, dono if he reali needed the opertation.. =\ Last Nite i had a dream its sort of like my younger cousin killed my bro and his elder sis and the spirts is backie to the house and wen and i saw pretending they are still alive.. Wth~ stupit dream kinda scary when i woke up.. As promise tml i'll bring the soup over okie and go over early..

Missin Euu Lots Dear~

With ♥ From Suzanna [2:32 AM]




Thursday, March 23, 2006
.+. Love Euu Free Frag .+.

Woke up at 8plus cause i was suppose to go school but didn't went, partly because im suppose to wakie up early and study the test but i overslept, tired and that im having diahorrea.. Todae got 2 test i didn't even know wad is Jamie de test.. Sian this few daes the diahorrea keep acting up..
Almost the whole dae was doing my friendster and blog the html thingy.. It's wad i have learn from the last semster and i forget everything.. regret that i didn't pay much attention, now i have to search for all the codes and the book is still in the school locker..rofl.. Gona to take backie this few daes.. After receiving wen call everything changes ba he's still angry with me.. hai then went to dota a few rds and match.. Was suppose to meet him todae but then again i dun wanne meet him cause he's working long hours and after that sure tired de.. Dear i have understand ur pt of view so nxt time i'll juz meet euu nor.. Im juz worried for euu juz doesn't wanne euu to tired urself out.. Misses euu so much this few daes didn't see euu.. Went to see the doc cause afternoon lazy to go ba.. When im leaving quarrel with mum again hai this seems forever that she doesnt like me.. wad to do.. After that went to meet up with wen at dg, i went to take the purple line, i tink he didn't expect ba so in the end i waitied awhile at the newer mrt station and i called up owniee then he said wen isn't with him so i guess he muz be at the older mrt station ler.. Was walking towards the older mrt station he was walking towards me so am i.. lolz.. starting de si huo still seems the scary in him ba esp when he angry.. After that went to ps awhile then he send me home.. Was waiting for the train he told me if 1 dae we break will we still be frends, i said maybe ba! then he said ok then we be good friends.. While in the train already i cried out.. unable to control ba.. Then awhile later he realise i cried, he hug me telling me this is juz a joke.. idiot him scare me ='( this few daes problem starts to arise between us.. wad shld we do? sorri dear im always upsetin euu wo zhen de bu xiang de.. Im not a good gf seriously thats why Jason also bu yao wo rite.. Saw ur hand been cut pls hao hao take care kaes, wo hui xin tong de.. Xie Xie ni so tired still send me home..Miss calling euu Free Frag.. Hee

Love Ue Always Wen.. Xie Xie Ni Bu Li Kai Wo... Xi Wang Bu Si Tong Qin..

With ♥ From Suzanna [1:15 AM]




Wednesday, March 22, 2006
.+. My love for euu will never change like urs .+.

Yea!! no school todae but have to go school for test in the afternoon, i didn't went cause actually wanne to wakie up early to study but too tired le plus diahorrea!! sian keep diahorrea this few daes.. Wakie up at about 10 ba then dota lor then diahorrea work up again -.-" After that msg wen thot he haven wakie uo go work but didn't receive his reply.. After a few hours i wanted to call wen and realise that the sim card was not detected something like that ba.. Manage to get to wen he was at work then wanne to meet me after work but at first i insist that i didn't wanne cause i was so worried for him, the dae before he was working and onli slept 2hrs morning 5 mu z wake up for work le.. Made me reali very worried if anything will happen anot cause he's not having enuff slp and dono will he hurt himself.. =\ hai.. In the end i told him i wanne meet him, see him like upset also and that i reali miss him alot.. then i went to prepare cause he finishing work at 430 but in the end he have to work O.T until 730, hai then didn't meet up ler =\ very sad cause i reali wanne to spent this whole dae with him de but he got work last minute.. I I know that he is upset or maybe angry that he thot i didn't wanne to meet up but did he knows that wo zhen de dan xin and that i reali wanne meet him so much like he did~ Dui Bu Qi Wen.. After that prepare le bo pian meet up my 2 bnet friends and went to eat, clement paid for me cause i didn't bring much money out.. forget.. rofl.. At first went to egames but they onli have lan and we wanne play bnet so went to the parklane hq, wen stuff was on my mind i cant concentrate on the game and it lag too =.=" I have to solve our problem cause he is important to me i don't wanne lose him but it seems tha everytime im making him angry wad if 1 dae he cant take it anymore and leave me ='( hai i dun wanne this dae to come.. Half way gaming kw tap me suprise to see him and slyvana cause at first they sae they going egames thats why.. Then after that hengky and ying came.. Wen was playing with against wcg since wcg is there so i watch finish their match and leave ler, the most funni part abt wcg de gamie was that the opp chen came then the es instead of helping the dp stun and block dp and dp died.. rofl.. quite a few cute stuff happen ba.. wen they all win.. Then its like 11pm liao then on the way out saw cloud, eter and kero.. kero gif me a weird face.. dono why~ Hengky offer to send me to the mrt but i insisted dun wanne but in the end he still send me nor.. anyway thanks wor~ Was talkin to wen halfway on the mrt, batt dead.. -.-" Was on the way home some guys came to ask for number -.- boliao i ignored they keep follow me.. wtf they wanne.. scary i run.. then quickly call wen, later he worried ba half way hang and never call back but called him he was woken up by my phone call.. sorri dear.. Was happi to heard his voice and his dear i miss euu.. its enuff to brighten my dae with his simple little things.. Dear i know euu wanne to support me too but then i dun wanne euu to work tai xing ku hao ma.. Ur hand is hurt ler breaks moi hearty, told euu rite muz hao hao take care ur handy wor cause its for me to hold nor.. ^^ later still have to study abit of my test and continue tml again.. sian tml schooling again, juz have to bear with it for a week and HOLIDAE...

No matter what happens I'll still loves euu cause moi little hearty had been belonged to euu since the dae i fall for euu.. Love Euu Wen~

With ♥ From Suzanna [1:22 AM]




Tuesday, March 21, 2006
.+. Boring Dae .+.

Ytd slept at 4plus and have to wakie up at 630.. very tired >.<~ but forced myself up nor.. Was reading my notes for moi test on the mrt.. It has got like 120 qns -.-" and i onli manage to read a few and my eyes are already feels like closing so hack care and read the others in school.. Suppose to reach school at 830 but in the end reach at 9plus, saw Irah and wee leong.. Luckily didn't come early if not i'll be so alone.. Jaime asked us to do a project but in the end didn't do all of slacka n tired cause not enuff slp.. Glad that wen called me if not i will be more sian le.. xie xie ni... Went for lunchie then backie to class again actually suppose to dota but in the end Jaime told me 10mins more to test so i didn't play but in the end drag here and tere until so late then test.. Bad memory de wo have hard time remembering the ans =( then in the end Jen who was giving me moi test told me this 3 page can already though i still cant remember a few things she test me but i still manage to pass it 8/10 not bad le~ After that went to the other room to take trial test but in the end they told us any how do cause they wanne test something.. Slow com.. load also very long.. Finally school is over le went to look for Eric, he told me tml muz come for the test when tml no sch.. arhh.. sian~ Till now haven study the test, i simply dun have the mood ba~ Actually thot tml finally have time with wen le but in the end he got work till evening.. Bu dong yao bu yao meet him ba, worried that he might be too tired le.. shall c abt it ba~ Maybe i'm too demanding for him this and that =\ Thats all ba have to keep pushing myself to school this week after this week exam and the 3weeks holidae finally~ can have proper slacking at home =x rofl maybe have to find work ler, wanne keep certain things.. Now to study that sian ren de test.. Euu also seems so busy.. Shall be waiting for ur call ba~

Loves Euu Always De Lao Po

With ♥ From Suzanna [1:54 AM]




Sunday, March 19, 2006
.+. I Love Euu .+.

Sundae:

T
odae finally have to go home and face that family again.. Was the Mrt my mum called to say my dad took away my modem unless my normal school life resume, it has no link with the computer that i dun wanne go school its because of the people.. Mum wanne to buy me shoe ask for my size i told her dun need.. All along its been like this, they gif me everything every things i wanne no matter how exp but wat i wanne is juz euu all de love nthing else.. money cant buy that i envy my bro he have everything~ Haiz.. Everytime i went to hanwen de house always see his family so loving zhen de hao xian mu them how i wish i have such a family too.. But the pain euu have hurt me in the past made my heart already numb to euu ler... On the mrt saw so mani couples you hao xiang wen ler =\ I saw banglas gif up seat to old ladies im like wow impress instead of normal singaporen.. Thot abt alot ba on the MRT, my family and euu dear.. Went to buy some food to cook for dinner then reach home ler, mummy never say much cause i totally ignored them.. nthing to say ba... Teacher called to say have test tml muz study, i reali have no mood in the end mum called dad to take the modeme and then i have to farking studying but now bloggin ba~ Todae saw the msg from J* i dun feel well ba to be honest.. the reply i thot of that made her reply that is that u say we are not in good terms.. euu skip my topic.. bu xi wang ni hui tell me any lies i reali dun wanne.. Wen from now onwards i ensure euu that ur the most important person i have in my life and that onli euu from now on can brighten up my daes no 1 else can.. though quarrel arises between us but i believe we can solve it together de.. U got watch de er mo de show euu shld know that my love for euu hui xuang tar yi yang de ai ni.. Mummy think allow r/s le, if 1/2 yr later or when our r/s is stable i'll bring euu to them de.. Lastly i still felt that i mght not be that important to euu ba.. Xi wang zhen de shi ni shou de wo yi ying zai ni xing li ler.. You dian nan guo everytime owniee call ni wo hui bei yi wang, you shi shou wo jui de shi wo bi jia zhong yao hai si tar men? Dono felt that euu dun like us been juz together ba always is with them though its ok but sometimes i juz wanne euu onli but then ni hui bi jia xi xuan with them ba with me ard too.. Bu dong la.. Jui Zhe Yang Ba~

I wish this r/s and love will go on forever cause i will be loving euu non stop~

With ♥ From Suzanna [9:47 PM]




.+. Happi 1 Month ~ .+.

Saturday:

Happi 1 month anni dear.. We sleep until 3pm again.. lol.. ytd slept too late ler, wake up ler went to meet owniee and his friends cause owniee wanne to buy clothes and shoe but he choose de i said all not nice cause its reali not nice ma.. Then after that went to egames liao, saw hengky dear ask me to say hi but the whole team there i also ps though is know them in the end dear go poke and call hengky then i say hi.. lolz.. Awhile later we go back to his hse ler cause dear got match later, finally reach his hse ler watch him matchie this time never felt aslp cause i wash my hair juz to stay awake to pei him.. Although already half dead when his mid game though.. lolz.. After his gamie we eat supper tink his mum make hot cause also waiting for the sis to be back, first time see his mum so angry over the phone ba... Nthing much happens ba though its our 1 month together.. But i still wanne go watchie movie if euu can nxt week nor...

Wo Hui Zhen Xi Ni De Wen~

With ♥ From Suzanna [9:39 PM]




.+. Need A Family Love .+.

Cant remember wad happen tue ler so i wont blog on that dae..

Fridae:

Quarrel with mummy until very jialat then i smash my things on the table on the ground got a cut on my hand, i was to scare no 1 tere for me wanne call up hw but think that he is marshalling.. I was helpless and all alone.. That dae she knows abt my skippin of school abt Jason cause in the morning i told her i wanne change course everyone thot was because of i still heartbroken over Jason but its not ba.. i dun like the class i felt outcast in there juz me alone not like Jason he still got company.. all i left is no 1~ In the end cause Jaime talk to my mum in the end presure me to carry on, he says he can help me cause i already have diff studying.. After that i juz str told her i went chalet, i hate staying at home cause i hate the family.. At nite when to meet up hanwen, thot he will come fetch me at the mrt cause needed him for sometime to talk ba cause juz after the quarrel but in the end didn't, so went to funan and meet him up then awhile later also went off ler, was still feeling moody in the end told hw abt it.. without his concern its hard for me to go on ba.. Then went his house stay.. I remb the both of us getting up very late and he cook noodles for me again ^^ its nice.. esp cooked by euu de dear.. 2nd time eaten the tuna and i liked it, at first i thot was er xin but it wasn't.. During that time zhen de hen Kaixin.. Xie Xie ni dear..

With ♥ From Suzanna [9:26 PM]




Wednesday, March 15, 2006
.+. >.<~ .+.

Today i have test but i didn't went, juz dun feel like it ba plus i didn't study.. tink tml have too =\ sian.. Went Wen the house in the morning, nearly cant wake up cause ytd slp at 5.. too tired cannot tahan till nxt dae.. Wanne to slp awhile longer but mummy called saying that grandpa went hospital again.. haiz.. i tink he shld be alrite ba~ not sure too.. Cherish people ard euu before euu lose them totally by then euu wont have a chance to even make things up for the mistakes euu have made.. Reach Pasir Ris le took the bus and went down the wrong stop -.- i thot onli got 1 primary sch >.<~ the stop i went down was freaking far =\ called up wen then realise it.. In the end went to take cab, waited another freaking long some more so hot =\ Finally got cabby ler, reach that street dun recongise =\ then arga arga got a primary sch then i drop at the backie of that primary school then realise it was some where near his hse cause i remb i saw a primary sch abt the same from his window~ Reach his house ler that zhu still tired see his gong gong de face @_@ <- this.. Haha~ Then after that he cook noodle its nice wor juz that alot, always go ur hse sure eat till very bao de afte that watch him play dota, again i fell aslp as usual ba i tink tired thats why.. Wen also got work at 6 nor in the end luckily someone called and i check the time it was like 530 liao.. then he have to rush then we eat the noodles and went off ler.. Hao bu se de wen when he left.. Suppose to go to Jason house to pass him his stuff but its far, ask him meet me at the mrt station dun wanne so Tapai, luckily is Shawn his friend not free todae cause i also need to take my warcraft cd backie from him.. Dulan Jason Attitude, so attitude for wad machiam everyone muz live it ur way.. Then tml the meet his friends pass him Jason stuff if i not going sch ba, then went to the hospital ahile to visit my grandpa.. Went home and go out with my mum and bro to buy my ear pcs, wanted to get the other wanne but its not available in that shop in IMM.. sad then brought another 1 cause if not mp3 life in sch is more worst cause now no friends thats why =\ Reach home ler receieve wen wen de msg heng kaixin finally he reply ler ^^ love him lots.. Muackie..

Wen Wen Xie Xie for everything ur still the best thing that happen in my life..

With ♥ From Suzanna [11:12 PM]




.+. 1st Quarrel .+.

Tuesdae:

Hai blogging the second time in a dae though i updated todae, ytd 1st time quarrel with wen i made him so unhappi.. hai =\ will change for the betta cause i dun wanne upset euu anymore.. I promise things but i always forget.. thanks to the forgetful mind.. Its euu that causes me to purposly forget things forcing myself now reali cannnot remb things well.. =\ Wen ytd ur fierce the first or shld i sae 2nd time ur like that.. Like euu said im juz a irc gurl, irc gurls flirt but i can ensure euu i didn't.. will change de~ Loves Euu LOTS!! >.<~

With ♥ From Suzanna [12:46 PM]




Tuesday, March 14, 2006
.+. Childish Idiot~ .+.

Todae at home again, suppose to go down take the test as tere isn't any retest.. but hack it la.. totally dun feel like going, tml c how ba~ Freaking pissed rite now cause of that idiot spoilt my whole dae.. Wtf.. Asking that idiot to return my wc3 and ft de cd cause was with his friend then ask me to take from him when i doesnt even have the contact of his friend.. idiot sia.. If i tml dun return his stuff his gona to come my hse and demand it from my mum.. lol.. wad abt my things.. yes i said b4 euu can throw away the other stuffs is juz that i was in anger that time and cant even remb wad was left at ur hse.. Even irc nick x - its URS.. wow.. Stop being childish pls, anyone can use it so wad if its euu who started out this x - doesn't mean onli euu can have it.. Seriously rite now found another gurl, lolz.. same thing that happen to me is gona to happen to her so bless her man.. hopeful some ppl like him dun hurt those inncoent.. Stop acting as if i hurt euu la pls la its euu wanted all this de.. get a life pls

With ♥ From Suzanna [4:06 PM]




.+. Emo Person =\ .+.

Slept at 5am i guess i juz can't get myself to sleep.. Sad life ba didn't went school again, in school will tio ps by everyone so dun feels like going, Jamie already warned me about the debar letter.. Todae overslept too =\ suppose to go down take mc then go e2max partly also to support hengky de team and pei wo de dear.. In the end wakie so late ard 1 plus i tink then dearie went down already, was suprised that boring pm me i thot he already went down but haven so i meet him 245pm but in the end we both late.. rofl.. dearie dunno isit angry with me but actually i suppose his don reali is don ba~ 1 thing so weird i msg boring the nxt min i receive his sms asking the same thing.. Finally reach e2max ler but hengky de team also finish liao.. =\ too bad nor tml they will still be having the competiton too.. Hmm went to eat after that then go hq see dearie they all vs zionbot de team.. At first sag de sf lose the sniper cause the mouse.. lol.. all suan him.. Interesting matchie though starting quite boring cause juz see dearie farm and die =x juz kiddin.. lol.. They win in the end as expected nor.. I remb Qx tio suan esp by sag, i and kero at the backie laffing.. lolz.. Then we went to Ps eat again then after that dearie sent me home after that need to meet up with them at city hall cause owniee also going pasir ris.. During that time dearie de contacts irrated him, was worried for him but at the same time i cant do anything to make him feel any betta =\ haiz.. Finally reach moi hse downstair he ask for a drink a packet 1 then i have to like secretly throw the packet down at the kitchen tere cause my mum was infront the living room any time she turn over.. GG.. lolz.. hmm my throwing was bad i tink abit of the drink came out i suppose =\ dun hate me dear i was kinda panic.. lolz.. Didn't know if euu actually notice.. Rite now wen have already fell aslp le, im suppose to sleep but juz cant get myself to slp.. Alot of things juz came into my mind and made me sad, i guess im juz a emo person since young ba~ emo ppl are scary alot said.. Now im listening to the "Mei you ni" de song, zai xiang alot of things ba.. esp wen!! Haiz lonely nite juz cant sleep, its like 430 ler.. Wondering if tml i shld go take the test.. Dono ba im totally numb to school..

Wen xie xie ni de ai wo hui hao hao zhen xi ni de~ Xi Wang Ni Hui xiang Xin Wo..

With ♥ From Suzanna [4:13 AM]




Monday, March 13, 2006
.+. Wo Ai N i.~ .+.

Sundae:

I woke up 4.30pm cause of the keyboard sound arbo i keep slping de.. rofl.. Highest record wake up so late.. lolz.. Actually happi nor cause wen not working ^^ then can have his company longer nor.. He dota nor then eat, he ar always take alot for me de.. baddie euu wanne make mi fat then dun wane me rite..rofl.. After that we slack nor, that piggy like to eat ler slp.. later u fat wo bu yao ni .. rofl.. Juz kidding nor no matter how euu become i will still love euu.. Wen i wanne tell euu that ur a reali very prefect in my eyes ler, always tere for me, always so sweet and caring.. Ru guo ker yi i wanne be with euu till the dae i part from this world.. xie xie ni for loving me so much wor.. i dono how to ensure euu abt my feelings, euu always said 1 dae i mght leave euu maybe its euu whu know =\ Now i juz wanne tell euu i love euu dear.. muackie dun worri so much wad comes will comes but i believe we can overcome it together de and 1 more thingy dun keep it to urself kaes watever it is..

Wo Hui Yi Bei Zhi Ai Ni~

With ♥ From Suzanna [3:50 AM]




.+. Tired .+.

Saturdae:

Wakie up in the evening then went to meet Owniee they all at dg to egames.. On the way hungry again when i juz eaten dinner not long ago =\ (getting fatter le) Brought the fries and my fav clam chowder, i eat very fast cause i thot cannot bring in.. lol.. Some more its so freaking hot then in the end Wen help me blow it less hot.. aww so sweet of him ^^ Then went to play 1match with augomon they all.. as expected lose until very cham... lol.. Then 2nd match with hgl de ppl they smurf... I already very tired liao eyes so dry >.<~ then they draft the hero i also dono how to use de.. lol.. in the end satsuki play.. They win!! So hungry liao again, then saw mantou dagon the creeps lol.. he and sag inside the game so funni.. After that went to kopitiam again to eat, boring de nthing to eat... Then slack around, flawed suggested to go esplande then in the end didn't went then slack ard and everyone keep disturb jy and owniee.. owniee face red.. lol.. Then sag and kero talk till so funni.. rofl.. see kero i can laff.. lol.. his action so cute.. Then after we slack there until morning to wait for the first train.. Then reach mrt station liao kero, jy and dear so tired ler.. i tink onli sag and boring active.. satsuki also half dead ler.. waited quite awhile for the train so lonnngggg.... After we reach cityhall to change, the station report ser mor the train will have delay if ur taking the line to woodlands de then we remb boring.. rofl.. that ren yao <- new nick.. After that kan tired i reach wen house.. Bath liao both of us fall dead.. rofl

With ♥ From Suzanna [3:18 AM]




Saturday, March 11, 2006
.+. Suay Dae .+.

Fridae:

Didn't sleep again, dota almost the whole nite, morning ler when to meet moi dear at Funan, reach at abt 7 he still playing his gamie so waited outside for him to fetch me, dumb me he said walk to the back but actually i was already at the back then i walk to the front then realise.. wtf.. rofl.. Meet up le when to eat at the kotpitam near by funan, my stomachache act up again.. arrhhh.. After going back to funan awhile later we leave ler after that went to wen de house stay for 3daes nor.. On the mrt see wen so tired fell aslp on my shoulder.. Then reach his house liao also sleep ler,freaking tired esp wen.. At nite meet up with owniee they all then went to egames, waitied quite awhile for the com then saw #clanmatch de people including Jason, as usual he attituded me then walk into egames.. xi guan can ler.. Saw Hengky they all too Then their com is juz opp us in the training room, actually they wanted to play match against them but they doesn't wanne.. sad.. Their game started they are like so noisy shout here and tere.. bth... Thats all nor.. After that when we wanne to leave owniee hand Jy her birthdae present.. He wanted to buy cakie but that kinda time cannot find nor.. Then after that we went to the kopitam to eat then nthing to do liao then owniee sae wanne go home.. We walk back to egames then we saw clanmatch de ppl and hengky they all again.. After that bo pian take cab to wen de house cause i staying tere till sundae nor then actually wanne go the Hq but didn't.. Tats all..

With ♥ From Suzanna [9:16 PM]




Friday, March 10, 2006
mIssInG eUu =\

Todae didn't go school again, wake up in the afternoon abt4.. didn't know why so tired.. >.<~ Actually suppose to meet wen and owniee at city hall around 630 or 7 but in the end i went early so go all the way to Pasir Ris to wait for him.. Liar wen told me he at his house downstair when he still at home ='( Waited at the Mrt quite long then he told me he cannot find his belt >.<~ He finally reach ler, so late =\ then never sae sorri.. Its past ler.. Then meet up owniee at city hall then went to eat at Funan food court eat~ After that went to Funan cause Wen and Owniee helping out to set up the computers.. Sry wor Wen cant pei ni ton tonite yao ni yi ker ren~ He sent me to the mrt and leave ler, he hao yi yi bu ser de leave wo ye si =\ Then reach home ler, diahorrea and diahorrea.. I ate the same food with wen, he's okie wor... whereas im not.. Missin wo de wen wen now, tml morning taking first train down to meet him.. Juz Now my ex before Jason de, msg me telling me he's going ns tml ler and stuff like he still love me and wants me back.. But its the past ler thats all.. Missing euu lots dear..

Wo Ye Bu Xiang Li Kai Ni Bu Yao Dang Xin Wo Hui Li Kai Ni.. Wo Ai Ni~

With ♥ From Suzanna [2:14 AM]




Thursday, March 09, 2006
= Love Is In The Air =

Todae pon school, dun feels like going cause in class also tio ps by everyone, he different ba got all the friends back whereas i dun have.. I still go but then lesser ler ba.. Morning wake up late actually need to wake up earlier but i guess i was too tired cause slpt very late again nor... Mornign went to meet wen, his mother went to hospital for check up so i meet him ler went to the hospital.. After that went his house was also asking him show me the veno how to use ma, then he was dota-ing half way i fell aslp.. too tired liao ler.. About evening de shi huo, went to meet owniee and martin to eat dinner at ps.. The chix rice was not bad but kinda too salty ler.. -.- After that we each went home ourself ba cause i didnt wanne his parents worried for him and that he will be lonely going back that 1 hr journey~ Hui xin tong some more he tired le.. always tired recenetly i know why.. =X rofl.. Juz finish a few games, tml not intending to go school again ler... Sian~ Assignment haven do and test on mondae.. SIAN!!! Blog till here ba nthing much to sae ler... Yi tian bi yi tian de ai ni xi wang ni ye shi ba.. Hao xiang ni wo..

With ♥ From Suzanna [4:35 AM]




... Dead Dae ...

Tuesdae:

Didn't sleep that nite cause cant slp, its like 4plus juz ended my conversation with wen.. In the end when to dota with ron and alvin till morning.. Lame lor 3v5 xl ppl we win.. rofl.. i will always remember the qop 1 wave kills all... lolz.. lamo~ Went out of moi house abt late then was on the mrt, Eric called me telling me that the class starts at 12 instead of morning, cause morning lessons cancel.. sian but he still ask me to come cause he help me with the assignment and stuff.. Reach school ler, 10plus tired liao hell thouht tat can go school and slack but in the end have to tahan.. Went staff room find him, he still friendster-ing rofl.. Always de, kanna bluff by him some more.. i actually believe him.. lolz.. After that went Nicky came and we went to eat, saw wei zhi and raja.. Then after that, thru out was on the phone with moi friend cause net down plus no much ppl talk to me in class.. hai.. wad to do.. After that Jason came ler finally return moi cd.. Nthing much we didnt even talk, haev to return his mp3 and keyboard but haven yet.. After that went to meet owniee and wen to Sim Lim, got a new keyboard and wen brought the mouse.. eee yerrr so envy >.<~ After that went to e2max for 1 hr gaming, i felt aslp 1/4 thru the td.. too tired liao.. After that went egames then got 2 matchy, 2nd game tired liao feels like dying cause very tired but that game starting we losing then alert ler.. bu lei ler.. After that went home, i tink reach home the earliest early.. lol.. Its good ba he finally found someone new which is last time he like de.. Finally he have complete wad i wanted always.. Euu may hate me alot ba but its ok cause it doesnt matters anymore ler...

With ♥ From Suzanna [4:10 AM]




Sunday, March 05, 2006

Finally back homey ler..

Fridae:

Actually we all suppose to meet 630 at dhoby ghaut but in the end kw called me and sae meet up at Jurong East Mrt Station with Ruby and his friend when its already 6.15.. lol.. they didnt even intend to inform Hengky and slyana cause kw told me the other time Hengky let him waitied for an hr.. lol.. After that Hengky is moi friend so i still inform him lor, last minute Clement couldnt make it.. Ps.. =\ then reach Jurong ler meet up with them, onli kw talked to me cause maybe because i doesnt know Ruby ba~ Meet up with Hengky and the others ler, went to eat.. all ps hengky and me at the sit, stillg if that kinda weird yan sheng -.- and keep disturb me with slyana.. zz baddie~ Actually they are already so late for their matchy ler.. book 745, in the end finish eating was like 8plus liao.. Was sitting at the backie to watch their matchy, at first i thot they losing but late game didnt.. lolz.. While they are in the 2nd gamie half way, deary msg said he coming ler.. finally ^^ hao xiang him cause he went Bbq.. Went off with deary to meet owniee but in the end owniee came down to egames.. Chata quite awhile outside egames then finally onli a few of us stay and decided to play but later on Mantou came saying that Hgl ppl was in Hq so we went down to Hq nor, play a gamie with them.. didnt xpect we win.. After that the others went home so wen and i went to eat.. Then slack around lor till mornin, wen always ard 4-5 plus starts to feel sleepy.. that dae his eye was so red reali scared me, asked him to go home he bu yao.. After that when we were passin by this oldy building, i was like telling wen this building like so errie and stuff the moment i said finish he turn back he saw a black figure by the side.. EE yer er xin.. Then we went to the kopitiam, he arrr go er xin de dong si again..lol then we saw this 2 gurls inside the kopitiam very pretty but wear till so expose.. the taller gurl looks like ren yao.. but wasnt sure cause they went toilet that direction and never comes back so cant take a 2nd look.. Morning ler finally in the end went to his hse.. he felt aslp on the way.. reach his hse ler, after awhile went to sleep..

Saturdae:

Wakie up liao ler, both of us are like tired freaks.. lolz.. His family was all at home, felt very pai sae when i went out to eat although is juz with wen but then its still pai sae de.. Overall his family is very friendly ^^ never felt so comfortable before in bf hse nor, some more his the first bf i stay overnite at the hse de.. At nite we went for the movies (big mama2) then we went to slack but mid way thru i keep sms then in the end wen not happi ler cause i like ignore when he talks to me.. dui bu qi wo.. The show was reali nice si funny.. Wen like the kind of gurl.. LOL.. After that slack, then went his hse slp then nxt dae went home ler..

With ♥ From Suzanna [11:30 PM]




Friday, March 03, 2006
.//\\. SaDdEsT dAe .\\//.

As usual didn't went school, wake up 1plus when im suppose to wake up at so earlier and meet wen they all 12 at pasir ris... Was quarrling with Jason's again, wanted my zen micro cd back but he didnt wanne return.. -.- without the cd my zen cant work.. Dots.. Thanks for helping me find the webby but still canoot work so called up creative and they help me make a webby so that i can dl from it.. My uncle send me down to kembagan actually is go pasir ris de but in the end went there cause owniee de friends like already dun feels like waiting.. After tat owniee and his friends went to others place to play lan then the others pei wo to collect my hp, waited quite long... My turn finally, the lady told me my hp is beyond repair.. i was like totally sian.. Everything was ok expect when people called me tere wont be ring tone.. Haiz.. Mood was totally spoilt since then~ When to take cab wads so funny abt it was we waited at the traffic light, when its red we look ard to spot empty taxi.. lolz. Went str to parklane, it was like 7 so exp >.<~ When to eat at the food court after that went to egames, saw Morbidkat that morning we was still talking abt when we be able to see each other and stuff.. lolz.. After a game went to the cafe beside cause Hiro having singing competition.. Dear was sabo by me and the others to join so in the end he was in too.. There was this guy his singing is so godly.. Hiro singing was quite good too.. When wen turn liao, its reali ps cause he doesnt know how to sing that song but his voice not bad wor, then i felt so bad for letting him up.. big mistake.. Dui Bu Qi Dear, though euu said its ok its ok but i still feel bad.. Hai.. Tinking of wad i shld make up to him.. ='( On the way sendin me to the mrt, hai si heng worried for him cause he said its ok he take things light.. ker si hao xiang bu si zhek yang.. feeling ba~ I thot i couldnt catch up the last train cause i remb that time with jason they all the last train at city hall de, to boon lay de was at 11.45.. Luckily have wor.. Was on the phone with Hengky, he lose his 1v1... he quite sad from the way he talk.. Bu yao xiang tai duo.. In game tere is win and lose.. Finally alight from the train ler, luckily the pasa malam still open brought some food and instant noodle.. was quite hungry or shld i sae very hungry.. Recently pick up the habit of eating supper at nite.. Reach home ler, mummy starts her nagging and kinda hit me again.. always de.. I guess soon i wont take it anymore ler... Wads the pt of getting everything i wanne but not the family love i yearn for.. No 1 understands ba, cause no 1 will understands wad i been thru.. Envy those xing fu de family i wish i have 1.. Ytd nite, i heard something, im a flirt? haiz.. cause again of those seeing 1 sided story and thot was cuas eof 3rd party when it isn't.. My reputation have been reali bad anyway.. thanks to euu.. Tats all ba.. enuff of blogging ler... Tired slpt onli for less than 4hrs of slp >.<~ cause morning quarrel with her again, bth always use violent.. Very very sad ba, mei ren hui liao jie de.. Haiz.. since she so unhappy abt me then so be it ba im already numb to her violent.. Juz abuse watever euu wanne ba.. Sorri wen morning woke euu up, reali needed euu by moi side cause only euu can ease the pain in moi heart now.. Ni Zhen De Dui Wo Heng Hao.. Xie Xie Ni.. Hai.. still feeling very low now, dono when this feeling is going to go away~ =( Tink i shall go slp ler, later still meeting hengky they all and moi frineds for lan and ton-ing tonite.. later cmi.. going bed now~

Loving euu always... Muackie!!

With ♥ From Suzanna [3:08 AM]




Wednesday, March 01, 2006
*//_ Rotting_Dae_\\*

Todae at home again as usual ba~ didn't wanne go sch yet.. hai debar letter coming soon, by then i shall see if i wanne continue moi studies ma.. Juz not interested in studying info com liao.. Went to talk to my mum, maybe might take up some private school courses ba~ Still tinking ba!! Todae dota-ing at home again, actually they wanne meet at 830 for breakfast but in the end didnt too.. overslept~ wen also cant wake up, ytd we talk on the phone till 5.. Morning woke up ate breakfast but didnt ate lunch, i guess i was too lazy to buy ler.. Dota dota after that, join a lc game saw hengky bro, didnt know why he recongise moi nick ba~ dono isit the other time i 1v1 him de.. After that wen also need to fetch his mum from the hospital, glad to hear that his mum is and finally discharage ler ^^ My mum reach home so late, waitin for her dinner, the food sux.. Zz its so nan chi~ ate abit.. Around 9plus my gastric starts up, didnt know why wor.. take medicine and rest was feeling alot betta.. It was even betta when i receive wen call.. Now still rotting away and my dear now is angry with wo ='( dun wanne reply wo liao.. sad~ Sian tml have to go down to collect moi hp, hopefully the liar made it thru..

Love Euu Always Wen~ Muackie

With ♥ From Suzanna [10:51 PM]




.+.||_|| Juz Another Dae ||_||.+.

Todae didn't go school again ler felt no more senze of belonging in the class, i tink it got worst after that dae Jason told everyone about wad happen between us ba~ Dono dun feels like going~ Hai sad life i have in school~ Todae woke up in the afternoon, was suppose to go meet Hengky they all in the morning but i overslept and moi friend also cannot make it.. Around 3plus meet up with Deary at the POSB then went to the busy stop, on the way there he was so quiet not his usual self ba.. i know because of juz now that matters i upset or maybe anger him.. As promise to euu i shall not care anymore, cause i didnt wanne becos of him we quarrel ba~ Sorri dear that i made u upset again though euu didnt show but i know.. promise me nxt time watever it is juz let me know kaes.. Reach Creative ler, Wen still kept quiet keep saying he's ok when he's not.. Taken the Q number and was sitting down to wait he finally open up ler.. Talk things out ba, finally his back to his idiot self again.. bully wo like no tml~ idiot.. lolz.. In the end both of our mp3 have to wait 20mins so we went to creative the canteen to eat.. OMG the food sux, i order seafood soup and the soup taste like salt in soup >.<~ wen de food still taste nicer though he said not nice.. After that we both went to collect our mp3, mine was change for a new wanne.. happi ^^ wen de they said they dun do the repair ler and stuff.. Cause Wen de mp3 was one side of the ear pcs cannot hear and was tested by 3 ear pcs but when the man whu was servin him test can.. weird sia and after repiar they told him its not unable to fix so we test moi ear pcs.. can wad~ wth the techians are not working~ dots.. When to meet owniee at dhoby ghaut to Hq.. Reach ler have to wait quite awhile so went to sit down and talk and that idiot wen bully wo again~ euu know wad euu did hor.. >.<~ Finaly got com ler, Matchy sia i thot i wasnt involved cause i stil nub later feed jialat... That game was like 1hr 50mins reali long gamie >.<~ At first keep die thot we might lose but onli wen is killing and killing pullling the frag up while i keep feed.. dui bu qi wor.. When our mid rax down those asshole shouted so loud so ji dong for wad sia.. dots.. feels like going over and scold sia so dots.. When we starts to owns they keep quiet finally, we rax down mid str go top without creeps they say bdoor bo read rules de people.. too mani ler ba~ The most hao xiao de thing is when i tink sula type owniee tell ur friend talkin to euu dun be so Ji dong cause his friend like so gan chiong while talking.. haha.. After game went to egames, saw hengky as expected.. Hengky if ur reading this "ur so dao" nxt time dun wanne sae hi to euu ler... lolz.. Bu Dong Si Bu Si Ku Yi De.. Then went to eat the wan tan mee at Sunshine plaza, i tink i starts to like it ler.. Deary nxt time we order 10plates as that time de yue ding~ Hao ma? lolz.. When to pei Windborn buy chix rice after that went carefour, i brought sushi and they brought their stuff.. We took cab with windborn since he live in tiong barhu so he drop us there, (thanks alot) didnt wanne take cab home from tere ba cause i want to spend more time with euu thats why!! Then reach home ler then realise moi mp3 was with him.. lol.. run all the way to the mrt station and take but he seems busy again.. Reach home ler thot moi mp3 can finally add songs in but realise my cd was still with Jason and im not sure if im going to school tml again anot.. Hai.. numbing myself now ba doesnt feels like going to school and have that kinda feelings..

Wen at alot of times maybe i did tings i didnt realise i was wrong, euu muz let me know kaes.. Promise me that euu will tell me everything ba, cuase i didnt wanne have misunderstanding between us... And
Thanks for the care, concern, love and everything.. i will always remember the words euu said cause of wad happen ytd.. Im thankful god let me meet euu.. ur moi everything now, my love for euu will expired on the dae i die~ okie!! And
xie xie ni for always sending me home and not bored of me yet!! Thanks for everything.. Didnt know how to express it out or dono wad can i do to tell euu how grateful i am to have euu~

Love euu always wen.. Ur the sweetest bf.. Muackie!!

One last ting to Jason,
This will be the last time im saying and im not sure if u will read it anyway~ Juz dun do anything foolish its not worth it kaes and that im happy to see that euu gone back to ur flirty life like in the past.. Thats all ba~ Nthin else i shall sae anymore.. Take Care

With ♥ From Suzanna [2:22 AM]